Jumat, 30 Desember 2011

17 : 40

Gue lagi coba nulis lagi, mungkin setelah terbangun dari sesuatu..

Kamis, 15 Desember 2011

I - BLITZ Room 1

I made some design of tees. original my creation with some influences of jakclothes, like Affends, Schitzo, Sunday Sunday, Crooz,etc. all the shits that i love could be found here, skate, music, sneakers, vampire, girl, and all my Dreamhigh fantasies. i take the codename of my clothing line is I - BLITZ, sounds good? kinda weird maybe. but it's nice
Interested? Go check it out!
Room 1 already done, wait for next! Room 2 :)

Kamis, 01 Desember 2011

Up not, but down yes


Verse I :
Walk so fast, staying cool anytime
Black shiny shoes looks in here everytime
This gravity place of all teenager dreams
Maybe i would said, this is jail in hell

Bridge :
Even your stories would gonna be take
Write in your black shadow
Rise up, for your life
Rise up, for your life

Reff :
Jump and start your future from here
No longer space when you fall slept
But it just the beginning
Keep it on something when dreaming

Verse 2:
Trashes looks everywhere anywhere
Along the path of struggle
Is it the right place for teenangers?
Yes, this is great place to be leaders

Reff :
Jump and start your future from here
No longer space when you fall slept
But it just the beginning
Keep it on something when dreaming

Ending :
I'm would make my parents proud no matter what ( no matter what )

Emm.. wait gue punya sesuatu. gua jg gak tau, mungkin kalo lo lo pada guess ini lirik baru jg yg gue buat ya silahkan,  yang jelas gue posting ini buat seseorang, someone that ever really special in my life, semoga lo seneng bacanya..
dan gue masih percaya :)

I'm on the first step for something
We near, but its so far
You gave me love, soft heart touched
Now everything lost when we fall so deep
But, we still believe

Deleted, but never be replace. forever
Talk, more talk we always do together
Your anger, smile, midnight conversation
Wouldn't be missing over decision

I'm walking on this empty street
Seeing our stories oneday, laugh without tears
I want this to last, more than anything else
Because time stops when she's with me

Don't ever think this feeling would change
I never regret our confluence
All shit talks would never influence
Because i'm here to be with you
To be with you

Sabtu, 19 November 2011

More talk! autobots.

Notes still add on my writes when confuses come and never end. I bet on my destiny, all the things that would happen tomorrow not yesterday. believe, and remind of something.
all late night conversation, marsupial eyes, and everything that we do yesterday, at the past, give more strength to face the future although you ever feel so bad. broken, betrayal, and also that's about love

Love. I passed month by month without you. 

Hey, ever you look my eyes when i see your eyes?

We never even look at each other again since our end

Did you hate me?

Forget it, maybe. take it back.

And you, my future.
Emm. I maybe suck for love, witnessed me being a worthless shit. stop laughing on me, okay!
i just take my life as nice as possible.
Hey C , would you be part of my life? and now, talk about future, because there is no victory without sacrifice

Emm.. wait, its 00:00 20-11-2011 nice date
no, i mean nice film. transformers.. emm.. i mean.. forget it

wow, who is he?

Selasa, 01 November 2011

When you see this, i already said " i miss you memories "

I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everythings nothing without you
I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile
Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

Through it all, I made my mistakes
I stumble and fall, but I mean these words

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go 

These words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know

Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

Thoughts read unspoken, forever in doubt
Pieces of memories fall to the ground
I know what I didn't have so, I won't let this go
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

All the streets where I walked alone

With nowhere to go
I've come to an end

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go

These words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know

Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you don't know what you're looking to find
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you just never know what you will find 

(what you will find)

I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everythings nothing without you

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go

These words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know

Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go 

Senin, 31 Oktober 2011


Bring all the scenes to the stars, no matter what people say about us. we will rock your brain!

What would you do today ?

When the day is coming out, just take ur seatbelt, do something or die for nothing. skip the mouth, flush the bunk, fight your shadow to nut up or shut up.

Minggu, 30 Oktober 2011

Hal absurd? ya mungkin

Ok, udah lama gak balik kesini. lagi bener bener gak mood buat update. minggu yang bener bener padat, full ulangan, ditambah jadwal deadline gue buat nulis lagu dan design wallpaper, ditambah jadwal GNG perform buat ngisi ngisi acara kecil sekolah, dan ditambah segala tete bengek hal lainnya.
buat foto foto perform GNG ntar bakal gue post di next update.

Bentar.. kangen liat tampang absurd gue, hahaha. taaaadaaaaa

                                   Tambah aneh, yaa sedikit mungkin..

Have a nice sunday guys, just little update. dots ;)

Rabu, 19 Oktober 2011


Our new jersey already done, we'll prepare for this war. first match on this league, see you on saturday, 22 october 2011


Did I call this suck? forget it.

Midnight is long gone
Maybe it has more space to do something when single time is coming up. your eyes burn a bit, your head spaces out, random arms or legs starts throbbing, and maybe your scalp gets really, really, really, really itchy. what would you take for your breakfast ? absolutely not a message with a text " Good morning baby ". crap, crap, fuckin' crap. spend the time with a lot things to do, hit the stage, studio time update, football match, covering, and everything. staying looking at paper on your desk, see out there have so many things that might to be write. a little song ? yes, it could be the one.
go hang out with a girl, and your friends look at you on cinema, and they said is it your new?

a good friend of mine said to me just the other night,
" you must stop to give all of your attentions to every girls, dude "

sure, i'll gonna keep that on my mind, thanks.

by the end of a crowded day, after having too much fun, i always feel sorry and lonely. yes, time surely fly fast.
maybe it could just take some eyes on some words on other blog.
stop looking for the right girl, try to be the right guy.

Senin, 10 Oktober 2011

God N' Guns studio time

this are some old photos of GNG, just take around for this studio update.

well.. some nice pictures maybe

25 things that i would do if you're mine

1. Make you smile when you are down
2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice
3. Stick up to you, but still respect your independence
4. Give you the remote control everytime we watch tv
5. Come up behind you and put my arms around you
6. Play with your hair
7. My hand will always find your hand
8. Be cute when i really want something
9. Offer you plenty of massages
10. Dance with you, even if i feel like a dork
11. Never run out of love
12. Be funny, but know when to be serious
13. Realize im being funny when i need to be serious
14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready
15. React so cutely when you hit me, though it actually hurts
16. Smile a lot
17. Plan a romantic date full of things i wouldnt normally do because i know it means a lot to you
18. Appreciate you
19. Help others out
20. Drive for hours just to see you
21. Always give you a kiss when you leave, even when my friends are watching
22. Sing even if i cant
23. Always try to make you laugh
24. Stare at you
25. Call for no reason

Jumat, 07 Oktober 2011

big DAMN week, big GREAT week

Could not move too much on this week. my left knee took hard burden, really big pain on it. too much schedule of football friendlymatch against our rivals. and i had faced so many exam on this three fuckin weeks, physics, chemist, and another bla .. bla .. bla ..
pupils grow wide and hearts thump fast as brains jolt and thoughts rollercoaster around, when the jamming time with God N' Guns on satria studio. i had big progressive time to hit the drums and make this fingers were blood.
it is still my single time, no more special message from someone. i mean, its just like the door opens to you on the porch in your just-washed jeans and crispy clean shirt staring into a sweaty sea of strange faces. 
Really so damn fuckin' week ..

I had finished to write 5 songs on my notebook, still on my way. and, you know how it goes: something weird like coagulate, vexed, or perforated leaps into your temporal lobe and wedges itself there tightly, grabbing a beer, putting its feet up, making itself at home. really so awful lyrics.
I had covering some songs too into video, some songs just like: I ruin your life, the art of high school break up, if the moon fell down tonight, a little too not over you, and many more
and tonight I see Indonesia vs Arab saudi match on TV, the score it was still 0 - 0. it think it should be great match.
Really so great week

                                                   I'm not in mood, nice black guitar.

Kamis, 06 Oktober 2011

This is one part of the way of happiness

It was just happen this morning, I wasn't in a good mood to wake up. last night a watched fast and furious 4 and fell a sleep on 02.13 AM. and i must wake on 04.00 AM just because my handphone was ringing loudly. nope, it wasn't just for one time, but nine times. oh c'mon. I still need to close this eyes.
but, I felt something wrong, I laid on something. when I see my handphone, 9 new messages. it was so funny, it was still dawn, not morning anymore. and I checked it from who
and now, it was not really matter from who the messages were, but it was about the news.
i saw the news that make heart attack and boom shockwave, really.

                                                Bad news from this android

He was my senior in my high school year. really great senior. he was my friend too. not too close, but it's nice to ever have a friend just like him. he was passed on 03.00 AM cause of bone cancer. ( I ever write post about this, check my older post ).
I still remembered, when I visited him three weeks ago in hospital. he smiled, he just wanted to look happy in front of us, although he had really big pain. he is really really strong guy.

And when I took my way into school, I felt different atmosphere. all people sorrowed for him, all people missed him already. I saw some was crying. my school was grieving today, but this is life. we derive from God, and would be going to God.
R.I.P Muhammad Iqbal Adheka Pratama. 06-10-2011
He'll always live inside our hearts. so long, wish you get a better place there. amin


Selasa, 04 Oktober 2011


The girl
"You're prolly getting ready, hahaha I can imagine you fussing around in your room. Hahaha and your fat belly :( I miss you like a lot, I miss watching movies in ur room and not watching it. :( I miss our midnight calls sampe sampe harus telkomsel yang matiin hahaha.. I miss your random pick ups.. I miss your hair, yeah I do ur soft hair :'( I miss leaning on ur shoulders, I miss the way our hands would touch.. Its only been one month, but fuckyeahimissyou :( I miss ur lame jokes, corny pick up lines and how u would 'bullshit' a lot like a lot."

The boy
"At first it was only physical attraction, and then you let me get to know you more, and then your sense of style fits mine, you listen to the music I listen to, and the french fries thingy that was just too sweet.. You let me touched you, our hearts touched, we exchanged body heat, and then came love, and I knew it since then I would never let go, and for all of this, I will wait for you"

i see the sky is bright when i see you 
then it turned to grey and somehow i'm addicted to you
i can't control my mind and my emotion

now you're gone this emptiness inside is too deep for me
and i admit that i'm addicted to you
i need you in my life so why can't we be?

why can't we figure out 'bout something i feel empty
i shouldn't have let me drown to deep
and tell me can i reach the bottom so i'll be reaching out through burst
and i'll fly, so high.

Repost from Alditsa Sadega.

Senin, 03 Oktober 2011

A Song to Your Favorite Cupcakes

Here is my stuff that I write in to you.


Verse 1 :
Let's bring this to the air
Another damn story just happen
Would you will remember?
When we drunk together

Bridge :
This is so our last year
Let’s take the punk show tonight

Reff :
Grab your guitar
Slap on your bass
Scream loud of your voices tonight
Let me see you in the star
Listen me to stay to in punk
Be great scene to number one
Everynight everytime

Verse 2 :
The sun is going down
See the girls hit the floor
Listening some SID songs
Make this brain going wrong

Bridge :
This is so our last year
Let’s take the punk show tonight

Reff :

Grab your guitar
Slap on your bass
Scream loud of  your voices tonight
Let me see you in the star
Listen me to stay to in punk
Be great scene to number one
Everynight everytime

Chorus :
Don’t let the story end
Cus we already step here
We trust in punk
Stop to said fucking bunk to me

Reff :

Grab your guitar
Slap on your bass
Scream loud of  your voices tonight
Let me see you in the star
Listen me to stay to in punk
Be great scene to number one
Everynight everytime


Verse I :
See this dark room, so empty
Feel so lonely everytime
They said, I’m addicted to you
Cross part of my life
Just to forget all about you

Reff :
See the movie going end
With another laugh and tears
Just like life that we take
Some old stories gonna break

Verse 2 :
When I’m holding your hand
This feeling of caring nothing about
What's gonna happen tomorrow?
Would you comeback?

Reff :
See the movie going end
With another laugh and tears
Just like life that we take
Some old stories gonna break

When I’m back to the old story
And when i look you right in the eyes
I smile, I laugh
And it starts all over again
All over again

Jumat, 23 September 2011


Hidup adalah sebuah putaran waktu yang berjalan.
Gue masih hening dalam pelajaran sejarah gue. yang ngebahas tentang masa lalu. Gue masih belum paham apa gunanya membahas yang sudah lewat. yang telah terjadi biar lah terjadi. Lebih baik focus melihat masa depan yang mungkin jauh lebih baik dari masa lalu.

“ Yogha, tolong jawab soal nomor 2 hal 27 “
Dan seketika lamunanku buyar oleh guru kampret sialan ini.

“ Teeeengg “
Bel istirahat pun berbunyi. Sudah hampir 5 bulan lebih gue gak ngeliat senior salah satu ekskul yang gue ikutin, datang buat sekolah. Emang sih, gue emang gak terlalu dekat sama dia. Seperti yang diberitakan oleh pihak sekolah, kakak senior gue ini mengidap kanker tulang. Gue sempet coba buat nelen ludah, yaa ludah ! bukan upil ! . gilaaa, bener gilaa. Gue gak pernah mikirin gimana ketika seandainya gue diposisi dia.
Kanker!, itu bukanlah sebuah penyakit yang hanya bisa sembuh dengan combantrin *ini kanker atau cacingan. Dan kembali gue coba pikirin kembali, makna sebenarnya dari kata hidup.

Tak terasa 7 bulan kehidupan sekolah pun berjalan. Sulitnya PR, kejamnya cinta, killer nya guru, bertumpuknya tugas telah menjadi makanan sehari hari gue, dan para siswa lainnya. 
Dan, semakin tersebarnya kabar burung *gak tau juga burungnya siapa, kaki kakak senior gue harus segera diamputasi untuk mencegah semakin tersebarnya kanker ini.

Sewaktu gue, dan temen temen gue ngejenguk dia dirumah sakit. Kakinya udah diamputasi, dan dia harus gunain alat bantu pernapasan, karena kanker nya sudah mulai menyebar ke paru paru. Gue Cuma bisa kembali mikir, gue salah satu orang yang selalu gak ngehargain kesehatan gue. Gue selalu terkadang nganggap ini adalah hal yang sepele. Dan ketika gue ngeliat ini, gue menjadi salah satu orang yang bener bener bego pada saat itu.
Gue ngeliatin orang tuanya yang cuma bisa diem ngeliatin kakak senior gue yang sedang terbaring lemah, dengan berbagai alat terpasang ditubuhnya. Seorang kasih sayang orang tua kepada anaknya yang bener bener gue rasain, dan tiba tiba giga nepuk pundak gue ..

“ Ini lah hidup men “ Giga, salah satu sobat gue sok bijak ;)
“ Gue tau men, gue gak pernah bayangin gimana rasanya diposisi dia “
“ Kita cuma bisa berdo’a buat dia, dia pasti sembuh “
: Amin .. “

Gue masih inget gimana dulu gue yang selalu ngebantah orang tua gue, ngelawan orang tua gue sampai pernah bikin mereka nangis. Akhirnya gue tau, gimana bener bener sayang nya orang tua sama kita. Mereka rela ngelakuin apa aja demi kita. Ketika kita pengen ini, pengen itu, mereka pasti berusaha buat wujudin keinginan kita yang bener bener kita pengenin. Ketika kita dalam kondisi sakit, mereka rela ngelakuin apapun asal kita sembuh. Our parents are the greatest humans that we ever met.

“ Dan special buat lo, kak IQBAL ADHEKA PRATAMA. Get well soon kak. Gue tau ini bener bener cobaan banget buat lo. Tapi, hidup ini berjalan. Gue yakin lo pasti sembuh, PASTI SEMBUH. Semua temen temen dan adek kelas lo selalu nantiin lo buat sembuh, buat bisa senyum, dan kumpul sama – sama lagi. Kita gak akan berhenti buat berdo’a intuk kesembuhan lo. Karna lo bagian dari kami semua, SMANSA, KERLIP, PASKIB. Lo bagian dari kami. “
At least, Life isn’t easy just like you ever think. Love your life, Care your life, and Pray for your life. 


Originally Posted By : Yogha Pratama

Senin, 19 September 2011


Well, hello guys. sumpah gue kangen bgt sama nulis. tapi buat kali ini gue lg pengen ngeposting team sepak bola gue. hmm.. the name is #jengjengjeng UNOSTAF FC ( united nation of science two and four football club ). team ini adalah sebuah team gue dan temen temen gue buat persiapan liga SMANSA yang kira kira bakal diadain bulan oktober mendatang. kita terbentuk pada tanggal 29 juli 2011. dan buat buat pemainnya bakal sedikit gue bahas.
and this is for the starting line up UNOSTAF FC :

1. Fitrah ( GK )
2. Momok ( CB )
3. Ridho ( CB )
4. Ihsan ( WB/SB )
5. Ramdha ( SB )
6. Giga ( AMF )
7. Hari ( AMF/DMF)
8. Faisal ( SMF )
9. Yogha ( SMF )
10. Rere ( SF/CF )
11. Alan ( SF )

Substitution :
1. Furqon ( AMF/DMF )
2. Asep ( SMF/DMF )
3. Mbon ( CB )
4. Adit ( SB/WB )
5. Bucek ( CB )

Keterangan :
GK : Goal Keeper
CB : Center Back
SB : Side Back
WB : Wing Back
AMF : Attack Midfielder
DMF : Defense Midfielder
SMF : Side Midfielder
SF : Side Forward
CF : Center Forward

And Here We are, with 4 - 4 - 2 :

Dalam liga kali ini, langkah kami buat jd juara emang gak mudah. salah satu Rival kami yaitu XI IS 1/2. dan musuh dari team anak anak kelas XII yaitu H-MER, T-REX, ASETAT adalah tujuan kami untuk mengalahkan semua. We just try to play fair and with one destination to be CHAMPION.
see you on SMANSA LEAGUE 2011 on october guys :)

Sabtu, 10 September 2011

Cuap Cuap Cuap ..

Aaaahh .. udah lama gue gak posting diblog. Temen temen pada banyak nanyain, kemana aja lo ? gak ngeupdate lagi. Dan ketika gue dengan sukses mentelantarkan blog gue selama hampir 2 bulan, gue melihat kesunyian, kemisitikan, dan penuh sarang laba laba diblog ini. *ini blog ato rumah 13 dijamtos yak ? -_-

Okay, gue bakal sedikit intermezzo lah, sebelum ngeposting tentang cerpen lagi, bosan men galau mulu hidup gue *tiduran dibawah shower ‎​​‎​(-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩__-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩). Selama 2 bulan ini, gue ngelewatin banyak hal yang sebagian emang gue tulis sih, Cuma belum kesusun aja jadi cerpen. Yah, bakal gue sedikit certain lah. pertama ya, tentang cerita cinta hidup gue. Dan untuk sekian kali gue putus nyambung, dan dengan sukses akhirnya gue putus. Dan mungkin gak akan pernah balik balik lagi. Ntar akhir bulan sebenernya gue anniv buat 1 tahun. But, .. *oh men, jangan galau, jangan galau !!!. jujur sih, gak semudah itu buat ngelepas dia, gak semudah itu buat ngeliat dia senyum, ketawa, sama orang lain. i really really miss all about her, her voice, her laugh, her smile, everything. Tapi hidup berputar men. seandainya pun kita jodoh, kita pasti bisa sama sama lagi kok. mungkin untuk beberapa saat move adalah kata yang mustahil dan stuck adalah kata yang wajar. Gue cuma berharap, tu cowo bisa jagain dia :)
And, buat yang lain. Kabar dari band gue nih, God N’ Guns. Kita udah nyelesain lagu pertama kita. Judulnya PERCAYA TEMAN. Ini band ketek sebenarnya band gue yang paling unik. Satu lagu ngebutuhin waktu buat 2 bulan ngeperfectin nya. Butuh waktu yang lama qaqa .. dan sekarang kita lagi dalam proses untuk lagu yang kedua, yang judulnya WE TRUST IN PUNK. Kita udah gak stuck di punk rock mulu sih, udah sedikit berubah ke punk melodic. Tapi nikmatin sajalah music ini.

Dan, akhir akhir ni gue lagi aktif aktifnya mantengin twitter *walaupun stalking timeline tak mengobati rindu kawan ‎​​‎​(-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩__-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩). Dan berita yang paling menghebohkan datang dari salah satu penulis dan blogger terkenal Indonesia.. yaitu yang lain dan tak bukan adalah @poconggg. Ternyata siapa poconggg akhirnya terbongkar oleh karna salah satu haters dari si poconggg, dan akhirnya seluruh penduduk twitter tau bahwa pocongg adalah the future lawyer @ariefmuhammad. Selain itu, gue juga lagi aktif aktifnya belajar blogging dengan cara ngintip beberapa blog terkenal di Indonesia. Seperti www.radityadika.com, www.poconggg.com, www.benablog.com, dsb.

Buat sementara, gue bakal coba update lagi diblog gue, skalian bersihin sarang laba laba, dan ngusirin para jin ditempat ini. Buat postingan cerpen yaah, ditunggu aja. Pasti ada update kok.
Capek gue intermezzo mulu, baca older post aje yee buat sementara. Buat next update ntar dikasih tau.
Have a great day guys :)